I wish my parents weren't like that,
Study, study, study...
Seriously, they really make me feel that all they care about is my studies...

Sure, i know i really dropped alot this year, Yeah i'm fking aware
i'm disappointed in myself too
But did yall ever bothered to ask if i'm alright and stuff...
All yall care about is my studies,
I drop, i don't care about my studies, it's all my fault
You think studying is so easy? You think adapting to sch life and new subjects and all is easy?

"Studying is so easy, all you have to do is pay attention in class and revise, and your exams won't be a problem. If your results are bad, it only proves that you don't care about your studies and don't pay attention in class."
Sure, I know that too, but the problem is, it's really not that easy to pay attention in class, esp when i'm so sleepy the whole day...
And i don't care about my studies? if i don't care about my studies why would i even sacrifice my sleep to study for my tests late at night?
I agree, i know i've slackened alot this year compared to last year,
and i don't know why myself...
Oh damnit, now that i think about it, i really don't know why

But i'm just fustrated at the fact that all my parents seem to care about is studying,
Yeah, i know they care bout me,
but the problem is They feel that at my age, i've got to dedicate all my time to studying and studying...
Which makes me who i am today, a complete No-lifer
and honestly, i despise being one,
My mum's freaking exaggerating i tell you,
she saw my report book today, and just minutes ago she was like
"If you cannot make it to jc or poly, your father and i have decided that you better go to work, we can't afford for you to study in a private institution"
yeahhh, whatever -.-""" (not being cocky here btw)
And my dad, everytime i see him during the weekends,
90% of the time he'll go
"How's your work in school? Know all your work?"
Notice how everything seems to be related to studying...

Anw, Really Sorry for this really crappy post,
Just felt so angry that i needed to vent my anger somewhere

Damn it, of all days, why does tmr have to be a public holiday?!!
&^%@&%$*%$*&$@
not looking forward i tell you D:
gtg now! or my mum will prob come nag at me again in a min or so
oh fk, she's shouting again...wtfh, hate it man...